liturgy and theology meme
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Via Joshua.

Probably boring for all the non-Anglican readers, and maybe some of the Anglican ones too. )
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"Bible study is boring"
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The bible is not a book that can be mastered. The great tragedy of the bible study is it has made the bible dull and boring. ... The bible is a book to be wrestled with. The bible is a dangerous, world-changing, life-altering text that is out to transform the reader.


--Andy Goodliff via Maggi Dawn.

And with that, I'm diving into my first pre-class assignment: to read the gospel of Mark straight through in one sitting.

the discernment process has officially begun
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Yesterday evening I went to my first Year of discernment session, the first session for a new cohort. About twenty people attended, with a broad age range but a slight imbalance in favour of men. There will be about one session a month for the next twelve months, and apart from this introductory one they will be taken with another group of people who are six months ahead of us.

This session introduced perspectives on discernment. Two established priests spoke; one focused on trying to learn about oneself through prayer, counsel and Bible study, while the other introduced the basic principles behind the Spiritual exercises of Ignatius of Loyola. Over the coming year we'll be hearing about various aspects of ministry in the Anglican church.

I've had moments of terror since I realised that I was starting this process. (I can't pin down a specific time when I made the decision to take the possibility of ordination seriously. Various people slowly extracted the decision from me over a period of about half a year.) The discernment process is meant to help me decide: yes, I should be considered for ordination; or no, I should look at other opportunities. I don't know what those other opportunities might be. If, one year from now, I don't have a better sense of my future direction, I'm afraid I'll feel more lost and useless than I did a year ago.

But we were told that this is not a question of success or failure. We make a decision. (I hate making decisions!) If our choice is God's will, He will guide us further along that path. If it is not God's will, He will guide us along a different path. We have to trust that we'll eventually end up where we're supposed to be.

[I haven't been writing much lately, and it's not for lack of interesting things happening. I think it's fear of this semi-permanent recording of the discernment process as it happens. It might come back to bite me later; but it probably won't. Here is another fear that I need to confront.]

parishes I've attended
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Taking a cue from Scott, this is a list of the churches/parishes I've attended for a reasonable time, not just as a once-off visit:



Bethesda Katong Church, Singapore
This church is identified with the Plymouth Brethren, a conservative and very Protestant tradition. It was where my mother and her mother went, but when we moved to Australia, my parents didn't really settle down in any church. I'm the only one who became a regular church attender again, and that was after a gap of over ten years.

?St Andrew's, Glen Waverley (Melbourne)
I'm not completely certain that I have the correct name. This parish no longer exists; soon after I left, it merged with two other parishes in Glen Waverley and Mount Waverley. That combined parish might have become Glen Waverley Anglican Church, but I can't be sure as there isn't a `history' page on that website. Anyway, the Glen Waverley parish was evangelical Anglican, not that I knew what that meant at the time. It has a small but important place in my history: it was the first church I attended on my own; it gave me my first experience of a local parish community; it was where I was told to read the Bible in a modern translation (I had grown up on the Authorised/King James translation); and it was my introduction to the Anglican church, even though it was a very different part of the Anglican tradition from where I am now. I was there for about a year in my early twenties and participated in an Alpha course. Although it was a friendly parish and I wanted to belong somewhere, I didn't really `click' with people there, and I wasn't comfortable with the teachings in Alpha or other things I heard there, so I drifted away.

St Peter's Eastern Hill, Melbourne
Theologically and liturgically, this is at the opposite end of the Anglican spectrum (though I'm not sure that spectrum is the right word). St Peter's is a major exponent of Anglo-Catholicism and ritualism. I was baptised and confirmed here, became involved in many parish activities, and burnt out and ran away after four years. I've recently started repairing bridges; I can't deny that visiting St Peter's for the first time (ten years ago) was one of the great turning points in my life. For the first time, I was in a parish that took liturgy seriously and did it well (until then, I had no idea what `liturgy' meant or why it mattered), where not everybody was uniformly conservative, middle class and socially respectable, and where lay people were encouraged to think, ask difficult questions and argue with the clergy.

All Saints', Ainslie (Canberra)
I was only here for three months, while I was a visiting student at the Australian National University, but it was here that I encountered a style of Anglo-Catholicism that was more relaxed than at St Peter's.

St Paul's Cathedral, Melbourne
When I was a child, my family occasionally visited St Paul's for Christmas and Easter. We didn't understand much of the liturgy but we had a sense of its beauty. After I ran away from St Peter's I crept into St Paul's and found a relaxed liturgy, friendly people and women priests. (I'd heard of women priests, I'd even met some in person, but I don't think I'd ever seen one actually celebrate the Eucharist until I went to St Paul's.) I've now been here six years, longer than anywhere else.

St John's, Camberwell (Melbourne)
I was living in Camberwell a few years ago and dropped in at St John's for a Taizé-style evensong, and found myself getting more involved until I was dividing my Sundays between two parishes. I left the parish when I moved out of the area, but I can't seem to get away from the parishioners. :-)

St Mary's, North Melbourne
I'm not really a member of this parish, but I attend morning prayer here several times a week. Sometimes it's just the vicar and me. It's a good way to start the day.

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five things about me
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It had to happen eventually. Maybe it's happened already and I didn't notice (my blog/LJ reading has been sporadic lately). I've been tagged for the 'Five things you didn't know about me' meme.

1. Everything I think, say and do is guided by my faith in Jesus. Now there are many people who know that I'm a Christian, but not many of them read this journal. Lately I've been wondering why there is this huge disconnect between my LJ/blog/geek persona and what matters most to me. Maybe this is a topic for another post.

2. I have never baked a cake.

3. I studied law for one semester.

4. Before I became a vegetarian, my favourite foods included fish and my Mum's special chicken curry.

5. I once literally hit someone on the head with a Bible. Only once, mind, and that was nearly ten years ago. I have mellowed since then.

I think I'm supposed to tag five more people now, but I would have to go back and see who has done this already, and who hasn't. Ah, it's too much trouble.
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virtual church
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The Melbourne branch of the Student Christian Movement has been quiet in recent years, but we managed to organise a one-day conference on "Virtual church" which took place yesterday at the Northern Community Church of Christ in Preston.

The theme was intentionally broad. "Virtual" could mean at least two different things: "online" or "not real". We were interested in exploring both of these aspects of contemporary Christian life.

I have been less engaged with blogs this semester so I hadn't got round to finding out more about our speakers, but it turns out that three of them--Paul Teusner, Phil McCredden (minister at NCCC) and Cheryl Lawrie--had already been making connections online.

Over twenty people attended, mostly from either Australia or Aotearoa/New Zealand SCM. Some had participated in online communities (not necessarily religious); some were sceptical about what the internet might mean for church life. The first speaker, Alistair Macrae, talked about Christian community in general, while the others discussed different aspects of Christian community and practice that are now evolving: alternative and creative forms of worship and ministry (such as the emerging church movement) as well as online communities and resources.

Overall, people found the day informative and inspiring. Two recurrent themes struck me. One was the sense, alluded to by another participant, that virtual church, emerging church etc are not replacing but building on existing Christian practices. This makes perfect sense to me as a historically-minded Anglican; what we do is a smorgasbord of Catholic, Protestant and Orthodox traditions. Secondly, and perhaps more significantly, this live, face-to-face meeting of people generated discussions that might not have happened (or run so smoothly) online, because this meeting drew together people who were not familiar with internet communities as well those who were.

Anecdote told by Phil McCredden: some people said they couldn't go to church because they thought they weren't "good enough". Christians are challenged to invite others into fellowship without pretending that we're better than non-Christians. And I think there is a parallel: those of us who are comfortable with technology must find ways of inviting others into fellowship without scaring away those who think they're not good with computers.
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